Penny Park ™ ❖流光

*去冰半糖，菁茶的味道*

	台北。台南 I'm Still Not Over You

妳終究還是離開了，帶著一杯半糖少冰的烏龍綠

要是我陪妳去等車，交到妳手中的應該會是去冰半糖的菁茶

和那杯烏龍綠殘留溫度的意義並不同

但，至少能讓妳記得我們３個人不假思索的默契選擇



不論是

怡花心血來潮買到行政大樓天台吃的咖哩王，妳風塵僕僕趕來時手上提的它

那堂陪妳去上的債總課堂搭配炒飯時，放在我們桌子中間的那杯飲料

即使妳人沒到，我也一直習慣在走過清心時買一杯它



第一次喝清心，是因為妳

因為妳說，去冰半糖甜度才會剛剛好

因為妳說，人在南部時妳總是愛喝它

因為妳說，那獨有的香氣和甜味裡有幸福的味道



終究，妳還是悄悄的走了

在我非常想見妳的那一天

撥不通的電話，雷哈娜的　I'm still not over u 唱的是誰的心情？



我沒有掉眼淚，妳知道我指的是那時候

我們其實都懂那種氣氛有多難捨難分

但，我終究還是心碎的無以復加

我沒有掉淚，但是心底空蕩蕩的缺了一塊

妳不知道，

少了妳在身邊，我失去了多少看不見的自己

於是，我開始在菁茶味道裡尋找妳殘存的模樣




於是，

我開始害怕經過妳停機車的捷運站

因為，不知道為什麼

我怎麼老是　看到相似妳的背影

我怎麼老是　還想勾著妳的手過馬路

我怎麼老是　忘了妳已經離開




Rihanna －《P.S. (I'm Still Not Over You)》


Whats up?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinkin bout you
And it kinda made me smile
So many things to say
And I'll put em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's your mother, how's your little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things I wanna know the answers to
Wish I could press rewind
And rewrite every line
To the story of me and you

＊
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you


Excuse me, I really didn't mean to ramble on
But there's a lot of feelings that remain since you've been gone
I guess you thought that I would put it all behind me
But it seems there's always somethin right there to remind me
Like a silly joke, or somethin on the t.v.
Boy it aint easy
When I hear our song
I get that same old feeling
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn't be telling you



Did you know I kept all of your pictures
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Oh no....
Tried to erase the way your kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget


＊
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
Still not over you